Spending Every Night, Every passing second

Spending Every Last bit I have prepared...

Giving...and giving...killing myself slow...

I can't cry in front...I can't cry in face...

Can't let them see...can't leave a trace...

But that's quick failing...that's quick leave

Each time I try...each time I see...pain wells up inside...

Even more I hate me...

Even more...I hate...me.

But no matter how hard, no matter how harsh...

Always I'll be here...Always I'll hear out...

All my love's hearts...always and forever...

I'll never leave you...yet you all may leave me...

I'll stay behind and pick up every...single...piece...

Until that day...we can all smile...until that day, we can all be on trial...

Spill out our guts...spill out our souls...

No more hurting, no more holes...

I'll be here for my family...and when I'm no longer needed...I will disappear...

Because I can't stand this life I try to hold dear...I can't stand this pain...I hold so sincere.